i dont have a job shoes!

went on a job interview this week at wednesday. medyo FAIL sya dahil di ko type yung work at high pressure naman na magpasok ng students. i dont have a sales background and im not good at selling. sayang final interview pa naman. sana naman yung next na tumawag e dream job ko na (as if that exists)

anyway, what better way to say, oh hell yeah fuck it than buying a feel me good shoes. nagkataon kasing sale sa primadonna sa sm north ang for only P200! Ok na ok na yung price nun a. Its an orange shoe with a funky design. Di sya bagay for verything but i am so inlove with it.

Orange is LOVE!

Sayang at nabili na yung leopard print shoes sa Uks e huhuhu. Sana binili ko na when i saw it! Arrgh regrets regrets!

anyway, a new week means new hope to destroy kaya mega apply pa din ako sa mga good companies at companies near Novaliches. Gravacious mag 4 months na pala akong jobless. Kakalurkey na ito ha. At to top it all of wala pa din akong jowa. hayyyy. its just one of those mean times na kailanagna ko maging matatag or else mababaliw na talaga ako sa frustration!

dust bunnies!

pagkatpos ng matagal na panahon, we finally forced ourselves to clean the garage! Actually kalahati muna ng garahe dahil may kalakihan at madaming kalat sa labas e. it was a good workout na din naman dahil ang daming "weight lifting" at cardio sa paglilinis. unfortuantely lumaks din ako kumain. hmmfff

anyway, i just wanted to post a pic of GR with a toy that we gave her. she is game na for anything at that time kasi super sleepy na sya. Awww.. Soo cute. Lurv lurv GR!

Baby Girl GR with a toy. Awwwrrrrr

Where does time go?

time is so important but sometimes you never know where it goes. it just disappears magically and next thing you know, you spent a lot already.

nakita ko ang ilang classmate ko nung highschool sa trinoma. nakakatuwang isipin na 10 taon na pala ang lumipas mula nung mag gradute kami. nakakalula yung 10 taon o isang dekada. parang ibang timezone na kasi yun e.

as it was awesome to see them, it made me think din if I had any improvements myself since I graduated as a sheltered quiet 16 year old. did i really move on and matured or unfortuantely, i just grew a lot older (still look young though)

although i know better than 10 years ago, I have a feeling na kulang pa din ako as a person. not a boyfriend or a job pero I dont feel Im doing well for my age. this always happen as i make a retrospective of my life. i know i have a lot of fun stuff in my life CV but I still feel a little empty and a little unfulfilled.

bata pa naman ako (technically speaking) so I have time pa naman. however, I have to accept na its running out and I need to get off my butt and start taking action. nakaktakot lang kasi yung ganitong feeling na time slips in your fingers and you feel you have npthing at the end of a long day.

last roll call ng July!

Patapos na naman ang isang buwan. Awa Ng Dyos, tapos na yata ang water crisis and we're back to good ol' politics in the headlines di ba.  Well here is just a recap of what July did for me.

Decided to find a quickie course on dressmaking. I finally accepted the reality that I REALLY REALLY  want to do this and its not just a passing girl thing desire. I want to make clothes for my kids or just make my own :) Parang nakakaintriga na gumawa ng sarili kong damit di ba,  Nag check na ako ng mga trainings for this. Dapat Negoskwela kaso according sa iba, mahal daw sa P 3,000 for somethiong na madali namang ituro.  Kaya pag Ok na kami ni mudra ko, papaturo ako at gagawa ako ng bedsheet as my first project!  *cross fingers na hindi ito ningas kugon*

Nainspire ako sa sister ko na magtake ng seminars to pump up my resume. At least di naman mukhang nagpasarap lang ako for these jobless months. I took one yesterday and even though it was for beginners, it was nice to learn extra more from that thing.

Natanggap ko na din na this jobless  phase will take longer than actually planned. I thought na my credentials will be enough pero hindi pa pala. Reminder ko na din ito sa sarili ko to appreciate my nect job because it means na I really waited for the right and ideal job. And I will find something in that company to finally accept their deal.

Minsan nakakainis na wala akong happening for all of July tapos in one night I will have two so I have to make lagare to those 2 dinners. hayy naku. Mini HS Reunion sa TriNoMa at dinner kasama ang Palafoxes tom sa Shangri-La Resto. Huhuhu. Kainezzz naman bakit nagksabay pa?

Here's hoping August will be more exciting for moi.!

A New Week... I Promise...

I should make this week a BUSY and PRODUCTIVE one! I  need to plan out my week para di ako mabakante and hopefully things will work out fine. I do hope things go according to plan which most of the time just dont.

MOTTO OF THE WEEK: Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results - ALBERT EINSTEIN

No I'm not Einstein!

Here's hoping I prayed hard enough to make these work!

i need a drink man!

last set of drinks i downed... 2 months ago. boo!

:(

Wishlist na hanggang wish lang muna *sigh* *sigh* *sigh* *sigh*

                                                           miss my shopping frenzy!!!! wishlist mode ulit!

so fab shoes -- *sigh*

want to try nars orgasm ** double sigh**

wishing i have work again para i can splurge and shop ulit.