i dont have a job shoes!

went on a job interview this week at wednesday. medyo FAIL sya dahil di ko type yung work at high pressure naman na magpasok ng students. i dont have a sales background and im not good at selling. sayang final interview pa naman. sana naman yung next na tumawag e dream job ko na (as if that exists)

anyway, what better way to say, oh hell yeah fuck it than buying a feel me good shoes. nagkataon kasing sale sa primadonna sa sm north ang for only P200! Ok na ok na yung price nun a. Its an orange shoe with a funky design. Di sya bagay for verything but i am so inlove with it.

Orange is LOVE!

Sayang at nabili na yung leopard print shoes sa Uks e huhuhu. Sana binili ko na when i saw it! Arrgh regrets regrets!

anyway, a new week means new hope to destroy kaya mega apply pa din ako sa mga good companies at companies near Novaliches. Gravacious mag 4 months na pala akong jobless. Kakalurkey na ito ha. At to top it all of wala pa din akong jowa. hayyyy. its just one of those mean times na kailanagna ko maging matatag or else mababaliw na talaga ako sa frustration!

dust bunnies!

pagkatpos ng matagal na panahon, we finally forced ourselves to clean the garage! Actually kalahati muna ng garahe dahil may kalakihan at madaming kalat sa labas e. it was a good workout na din naman dahil ang daming "weight lifting" at cardio sa paglilinis. unfortuantely lumaks din ako kumain. hmmfff

anyway, i just wanted to post a pic of GR with a toy that we gave her. she is game na for anything at that time kasi super sleepy na sya. Awww.. Soo cute. Lurv lurv GR!

Baby Girl GR with a toy. Awwwrrrrr

Where does time go?

time is so important but sometimes you never know where it goes. it just disappears magically and next thing you know, you spent a lot already.

nakita ko ang ilang classmate ko nung highschool sa trinoma. nakakatuwang isipin na 10 taon na pala ang lumipas mula nung mag gradute kami. nakakalula yung 10 taon o isang dekada. parang ibang timezone na kasi yun e.

as it was awesome to see them, it made me think din if I had any improvements myself since I graduated as a sheltered quiet 16 year old. did i really move on and matured or unfortuantely, i just grew a lot older (still look young though)

although i know better than 10 years ago, I have a feeling na kulang pa din ako as a person. not a boyfriend or a job pero I dont feel Im doing well for my age. this always happen as i make a retrospective of my life. i know i have a lot of fun stuff in my life CV but I still feel a little empty and a little unfulfilled.

bata pa naman ako (technically speaking) so I have time pa naman. however, I have to accept na its running out and I need to get off my butt and start taking action. nakaktakot lang kasi yung ganitong feeling na time slips in your fingers and you feel you have npthing at the end of a long day.