i dont have a job shoes!

went on a job interview this week at wednesday. medyo FAIL sya dahil di ko type yung work at high pressure naman na magpasok ng students. i dont have a sales background and im not good at selling. sayang final interview pa naman. sana naman yung next na tumawag e dream job ko na (as if that exists)

anyway, what better way to say, oh hell yeah fuck it than buying a feel me good shoes. nagkataon kasing sale sa primadonna sa sm north ang for only P200! Ok na ok na yung price nun a. Its an orange shoe with a funky design. Di sya bagay for verything but i am so inlove with it.

Orange is LOVE!

Sayang at nabili na yung leopard print shoes sa Uks e huhuhu. Sana binili ko na when i saw it! Arrgh regrets regrets!

anyway, a new week means new hope to destroy kaya mega apply pa din ako sa mga good companies at companies near Novaliches. Gravacious mag 4 months na pala akong jobless. Kakalurkey na ito ha. At to top it all of wala pa din akong jowa. hayyyy. its just one of those mean times na kailanagna ko maging matatag or else mababaliw na talaga ako sa frustration!

dust bunnies!

pagkatpos ng matagal na panahon, we finally forced ourselves to clean the garage! Actually kalahati muna ng garahe dahil may kalakihan at madaming kalat sa labas e. it was a good workout na din naman dahil ang daming "weight lifting" at cardio sa paglilinis. unfortuantely lumaks din ako kumain. hmmfff

anyway, i just wanted to post a pic of GR with a toy that we gave her. she is game na for anything at that time kasi super sleepy na sya. Awww.. Soo cute. Lurv lurv GR!

Baby Girl GR with a toy. Awwwrrrrr

Where does time go?

time is so important but sometimes you never know where it goes. it just disappears magically and next thing you know, you spent a lot already.

nakita ko ang ilang classmate ko nung highschool sa trinoma. nakakatuwang isipin na 10 taon na pala ang lumipas mula nung mag gradute kami. nakakalula yung 10 taon o isang dekada. parang ibang timezone na kasi yun e.

as it was awesome to see them, it made me think din if I had any improvements myself since I graduated as a sheltered quiet 16 year old. did i really move on and matured or unfortuantely, i just grew a lot older (still look young though)

although i know better than 10 years ago, I have a feeling na kulang pa din ako as a person. not a boyfriend or a job pero I dont feel Im doing well for my age. this always happen as i make a retrospective of my life. i know i have a lot of fun stuff in my life CV but I still feel a little empty and a little unfulfilled.

bata pa naman ako (technically speaking) so I have time pa naman. however, I have to accept na its running out and I need to get off my butt and start taking action. nakaktakot lang kasi yung ganitong feeling na time slips in your fingers and you feel you have npthing at the end of a long day.

last roll call ng July!

Patapos na naman ang isang buwan. Awa Ng Dyos, tapos na yata ang water crisis and we're back to good ol' politics in the headlines di ba.  Well here is just a recap of what July did for me.

Decided to find a quickie course on dressmaking. I finally accepted the reality that I REALLY REALLY  want to do this and its not just a passing girl thing desire. I want to make clothes for my kids or just make my own :) Parang nakakaintriga na gumawa ng sarili kong damit di ba,  Nag check na ako ng mga trainings for this. Dapat Negoskwela kaso according sa iba, mahal daw sa P 3,000 for somethiong na madali namang ituro.  Kaya pag Ok na kami ni mudra ko, papaturo ako at gagawa ako ng bedsheet as my first project!  *cross fingers na hindi ito ningas kugon*

Nainspire ako sa sister ko na magtake ng seminars to pump up my resume. At least di naman mukhang nagpasarap lang ako for these jobless months. I took one yesterday and even though it was for beginners, it was nice to learn extra more from that thing.

Natanggap ko na din na this jobless  phase will take longer than actually planned. I thought na my credentials will be enough pero hindi pa pala. Reminder ko na din ito sa sarili ko to appreciate my nect job because it means na I really waited for the right and ideal job. And I will find something in that company to finally accept their deal.

Minsan nakakainis na wala akong happening for all of July tapos in one night I will have two so I have to make lagare to those 2 dinners. hayy naku. Mini HS Reunion sa TriNoMa at dinner kasama ang Palafoxes tom sa Shangri-La Resto. Huhuhu. Kainezzz naman bakit nagksabay pa?

Here's hoping August will be more exciting for moi.!

A New Week... I Promise...

I should make this week a BUSY and PRODUCTIVE one! I  need to plan out my week para di ako mabakante and hopefully things will work out fine. I do hope things go according to plan which most of the time just dont.

MOTTO OF THE WEEK: Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results - ALBERT EINSTEIN

No I'm not Einstein!

Here's hoping I prayed hard enough to make these work!

i need a drink man!

last set of drinks i downed... 2 months ago. boo!

:(

Wishlist na hanggang wish lang muna *sigh* *sigh* *sigh* *sigh*

                                                           miss my shopping frenzy!!!! wishlist mode ulit!

so fab shoes -- *sigh*

want to try nars orgasm ** double sigh**

wishing i have work again para i can splurge and shop ulit.

Addiction Countdown!!!

medyo matagal akong na-absent dito sa pagsusulat ha. i promise to write here in my blog everyday just tom see if i can challenege myself to write about ANYthing and just see if I can make it somewhat interesting. hahaha

what have i been doing ? well a whole lotta nothing. but it seems interesting to note how nothing becomes something when you really think about it. lately i have been obsessing. minsan nakakatakot na ang bilis kong ma-adik basta napagtripan ko. yung tipong gusto mo agad tapusin and just freaking get over it.

ADDICTION #1 MMM... GOYA RAISINSSSS

like these babies right now. I am flipping over and jumping around verytime i have GOYA RAISINS. para yang Raisinets ng Nestle pero mas mura pa. Okay yung chocolate nya mismo dahil hindi puro asukal lang at hindi bleh. definitely a good buy at P11.50 (P12 yata sa SM Supermarkets). May roon din syang isa pang type yung Almond and Raisins naman. Pwede na rin yun if youre super craving for a Cadbury Fruit and Nut. I had to work around my weight loss goal for it.. When I checked online, yung  Raisinets is almost 200 calories sa same serving size. gasp! But ITS WORTH IT!!!!
ADDICTION #2  GOSSIP GIRL
since work and partying kinda ate up my time in 2009, i didnt have any chance to catch up on GOSSIP GIRL or any other TV series. Kaya naman pagkabili ko ng Season 3, niratrat ko in 2 weeks! Nakaka adik sya kaya naman di talaga pwedeng abanagan ko ito dahil maiinis ako waiting for another 6 days. Pero apart from the plot, I LOVE LOVE LOVE the soundtrack for this season. Promise ang daming OK na songs and checking YouTube, ang daming good songs. Unfortunately wala pang OST ang album kaya paisa isa ang hanap sa kanta. Pero currently addicted sa song na Gentle Rain which was sung originally by Astrud Gilberto at niremix ni RJD2. Which is a surprising 360 from the house music.

ADDICTION#3 GAMES, [ PS, FACEBOOK AND PC]
Its a great and an extremely unproductive wa to pass time. Pero dadating ka lang talaga sa point na you want to do sopmething productive. Currently playing

PS- Kingdom Hearts 2
PC- Build-A-Alot, Jack the Ripper
FB- Sorority Life, Mafia Wars

Aaarghh! Cant stop./ Must. Stop.

Who/ What will be my next addiction??

i LOVE you Facebook!!!

This year lang ako nagsign up sa Facebook at sobrang natutuwa ako sa kanya! Nagsetup l;ang ako dahil mag re resign na ako sa VXI and I want to keep in touch with my friends over there. Aside from that you can chat if theyre online which makes everything much easier. But with my new found free time, grabe na-adik ako sa mga games nya.

Right now, super addicted with the games SORORITY LIFE and MAFIA WARS. It so ME dahil Mafia Wars has a good gameplay while Sorority Life is just plain kakikayan! hehehe. Yep that's my icon and yes its bald. Statement lang talaga ehehehe

Anyway best of all, i get to see what everyone's up to. Get to feel good and bad about myself in one sitting. hehehe

however... whenever...

talagang dadating ka sa point na you just have to keep the faith and believe na everything will be alright. and that's where i am again. i just hope that things will be better from this point.

Hello Mic Test! Sound check.. 1... 2...

I had been keeping a blog for more than 5 years but never did i share it with other people. Nakakatawa nga yung mga sinusulat ko dun e. Para akong may bipolar disorder kasi its either Im happy or sad. I just didnt find the reason to. And what's my reason now?

Uhh... nothing. ;) the beauty of no reason.

I want to share what's inside my head and see if someone will listen. If not, then I think its OK kasi I can air out my steam.

Warning lang kasi minsan parang may sira ako pag nagsusulat. Welcome to the dark and sunshiney part of my brain. Please follow the exit signs to your left in case of emergency and oxygen masks will be available upon request.